Emo Mode

Sheesh everybody is getting emotional going back to hostel aye? I truly understands how they are feeling cos i used to feel em too ALOT; its fear.

Fear of being alone.

Fear of new environments.

Fear of being forgotten.

Fear of being left behind.

Fear of not having a solid foundation of support that you usually had.

It sucks when you dunno who to turn to when you have probs. Or mayb you need someone to talk to abt the most petty things. Even if you hv somebody there that u can rely on, it'll feel weird cos you dun trust them the way you trust your good ol' friends. And even if you talk to them you'll hide somethings that you dun think you can share with them. So some parts of you are hidden n you ended up not being yourself. Well that was what happened to me.

As embarassing as it sounds, I too hv some Kleenex moments when I think of you guys back there in Kuantan. Its not that our new sch are really THAT bad but it definitely sucks w/o u guys. How I wish I hv superpowers to be at 2 places at once.

I guess life must goes on..

Miss you rakan2!
SAYE SAYANG GILE KORANG!

Love,
The jauh-di-perantauan-and-missing-you-guys-like-crazy Husna